A friend sent this when we lost Max & Lucy...

I've been reading through the journal I kept when we fell pregnant with the twins.
It's been hard to read it.
Yet I am so glad I kept it because there were many things I'd forgotten.
There were the ridiculous comments people make because they don't what else to say of course, BUT there were some amazing generous people who loved us. I was probably too numb to realise their love at the time. But reading back through the journey I am amazed at their practical support...
It was a horrible horrible time. But Max & Lucy taught me many things - about love, life & suffering. I will miss them forever, but I am glad I got to love them & they lived surrounded by our love for that time...

They were due around this time of year...